Life is going like a circus

I don’t know what is going on now, what is happened later, I know one thing is its a own fight of my life-war, I can’t go back from this battle like a loser. No one stand up besides by my side to get out from this worse situations. Every single second of end of the day I thought it’s a break of my life to get ride with new some little bit reasonable things happening to do my life- line get wonderful. It’s a hallucination of my imagination world reflexion only and nothing else has it be. Now I’m not to get out my depression crying with loudly as if I can. It’s a taugh conditions of my stucking in the middle of my get things better than to searching fault – ointment.